I’m sitting in a chair that keeps wanting to fall over. It’s grand.
I got a stretchy toad from those machines we went to, but I forgot about it in my bag until after I got home. Yesterday I found it in my bag and proceeded to hit Kenzi in the head with it while I sat in the back of Laura’s car.
Anyway, I noticed it has a little dent in it’s supposed chin, and I realized that I actually love when toys and things are a little bit messed up like that
I think I love it so much because they aren’t perfect like they’re supposed to be. It’s messed up, but not noticably messed up
not until you open it up out of its own little sealed package and play with it for a while do you realize it isn’t quite perfect
And I think thats how we see eachother.
Sealed and ready for someone to come and open us up to play.
And it just so happens that we found eachother at just the right time
Since Jade is really slow at replying and stuff I'm going to write her a letter on here.
Dear Jadeypoop, Hi there beautiful girl that I call mine. Tomorrow is our 7 months and I feel it fitting that I write you a letter. I hope things go well tomorrow and we have a nice bike ride and if you want I’ll make you dinner. Whatever you want. Also I did just buy Star Wars so if you’d like to watch that I’m down for it. Anyway down to business. So I love you very much. You have become my best friend, my confidant. You’ve been here through some of my really rough times and this goes both ways but I’ve never had someone actually do this for me or I’ve never let someone at least. I will protect you with all that I have. The way you look at me, no one’s ever looked at me like that. People have always looked at me as such an object instead of seeing me. Even though I know how rooted you were and still are in how you identify and have identified but you truly try to understand and adapt to who I am. I thank you so very much. I thank you for putting up with me and my strange ways. I couldn’t say I love you enough. Kissing you is one of my favorite things to do….aside from pooping. Anyway, I love you and I hope tonight we get to Skype tonight.
Jade you poop. I was the only one who wrote on in for a while. Ya butthole. Anyway, you are at a creek right now so you can’t text me so I am left to defend myself. It’s not cool. I don’t like it. I have to work on the garage some more but it’s so close to done it’s crazy. It shall be a rad hang out place for anyone who wants a place to chill. Also, you should come over and I’ll cook you food because I miss you and I like giving you things and feeding you. I’m going to make this as long as I can. Which probably won’t be long cause I’m about to eat some fruit yo. I love you a lot and I miss your smell. Come let me sniff you. Let’s throw a party.
I just want to build a blanket fort with you and I’ll make you food if you want anything you want in fact. I’m sorry that we argue over foolish things. I really just want to cuddle and breathe in your scent. I miss you a lot. All I wish to do is keep you safe and warm.
is asleep. I’m pretty sure that I got her sick. I should go to sleep but I want oodles of cuddles and things and its really hard to sleep when my bed feels like a large pile of bricks. My clothes smell like you.
I don’t rightly know if I want to say ‘you’ or ‘her’ but whatevs I’ll say both. Anyway you’re actually so great and lovely and I can’t think of anyone or anything that makes me happier than you currently do.